the past weeks of the end of august have truly been truly beautiful in all new perceptions i work to behold physically, mentally, visually. i continue to study the spirituality and history of my native pplz and the classic masters of drawing and painting. i am so thankful for every moment i experience in relation to this earth and the fur people. her entities, its bounty, all naturality, positivity. these things fill my heart.

and i'm feeli'n pretty fine. ha
but today i have had rushes of emotions n memory.
of, what do you call that. not an emotion caused from an event or situation, but an internal feel, knowing, that is just with you. it comes it spurts, like a blink, and i cant hang on to it.
the feelings in fall. i understand pot smokers get this randomly, its good to remember. the oh yeah!
...
to retardedly describe the feeling, i anxiously watch the sky, have the feel something big is coming, that the world is vibrating, shivering, dancing. that there is reason for celebration.
this is a rare feeling i havent held strong in
quite a while.
things remind me of it, deep blue skies, chilled air, norah jones, blankets on grass.

i do think when i leave this town and get off papers that it surely will return? i want that more than ne thing. to be aware of the living, to celebrate everyday, to feel pure.

damn, its been a long while again. i want to get new stuff up but i've been so lazy rather than just doing it. school is about to start up again, oh hoorah..
went to lawrence, to help my brother move back to college.
i cant wait till college, i plan to go to lawrence also, for awhile. its such a happy town, it calls me! bought a new of montreal record and a big book about surrealism, i love it so far, into it. i hope to take some pictures this evening @ the park, the sunlights hits it beautifully then. weirdo drawings soon to come.